Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away



It's just too hard.

It's so hot! Luckily, the air-conditioner is switched on. I know, Global Warming, but the temperature is at 25 degrees like the television says. So good right? (:
That stupid photo album virus keeps bugging me! So many people on msn keep trying to send me the virus. That includes you, Julene!! You've been trying to send me that thing for ages. So irritating! ): I know i cancelled on Assisi tomorrow. I'm so sorry! Yeah, i cancelled on deborah too. But maybe i'll try to go earlier for a while or something. After all she'll be going on holiday soon, to clean Beijing! (: I'm trying to find time to meet her if not we we wont see each other for a long time.

I can't believe this year is ending. It's so damn sad! I really don't want sec 1 to be over. 'Cos it was a super fun year. I don't want any sec 1s next year! Being sec 1 is like so so so so fun. I'll be so jealous. Classrooms change! OKAY, certain classrooms. certain. this is private, heheheh (: Sec 2 sec 2 sec 2. How depressing. Sec 2 is depressing, depressing sec 2. Sounds bad. Why do i keep harping on the fact that sec 2 sucks! AAAAAAiyah, the point is, I WANT TO REMAIN IN SEC 1! Impossible. But nothing is impossible. What the heck, i just said remaining in sec 1 is impossible.

Whatever singyi WHATEVER.
oh man! I'm haywire today.
excuse me.


Hey i want to go fishing too!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.



if only i were excited.

Haha hello everyone. BIG BIG thanks to those who wished me happy birthday (: that was great. Well, this year's birthday wasn't really special. Oh well, i dont really bother, cos it's just a birthday. But i just love the my friends out there (: Julene and Candia are nice nice people. They came to my house to celebrate my birthday! Gosh, they really rock. Although the evilevil Julene pushed me into the pool, i still think that she and candia rocks! the one i wanted wasnt there, the other wasnt special, although i still love you guys.

Kangning! I'm so glad i met you ((:
Thanks for your present, cos i love love love it!

Candia i love your stitch, because it's just the cutest.

Julene, thanks for your card.
And your i-love-you set!!.

To everyone else,
thanks for your wishes!!
:D
:D
:D
:D

I just sunk deeper into my depression mood okay. Abigail has gone to thailand! HOW? Abi!, what about training on friday. You cannot leave me alone ): i have no idea when she's coming back and she didnt reply my message. So blah. Booooos, i dont want abigail to be gone from training on friday!!!! Someone fly to thailand and bring abigail back back backkkk. Ariel wont be back too. ))):

Deborah is currently in the hospital with her brother. She's playing her dearest psp instead of going home to entertain me! Evil huh. She is a big weirdo cos she doesnt get well. Which means it's harder to get her to go out. I surrender okay. DEBORAH!!! GET WELL FASTER!!! I mean, FASTEST. You better okay!

boohoo.

I suddenly fell in love with the song hero heroine (: There was this night when i was desperate to listen to the song and somehow someone managed to sense it and requested for it. haha. No vernon last night on muttons! how sad. My sister was complaining about button or whatever his name is lah.

I just got into my depression mood. Just because ariel isn't going for training on monday. AGAIN. AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!! dang, im so sad now. Tessa is still wont be back for training on monday. Which leaves 4 of us- Abigail, Ruth, Me and Ayushi. Ariel Ariel Ariel!!!!!!! I'm gonna kill you very very very soon. If not for deborah, i wouldn't even know she was going to China tomorrow. ):

I'm trying to follow candia and put my first alphabet as capital letter so this will look more professional. :D

wait, im not in the mood to smile.


now i'm running and screaming.

happy deepavali! (:

it's been so boring nowadays.
im supposed to be out.
but for some reason im not.
forget it.